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       Afterwards you would say "what if?" and then it starts, the regret which washes up all over your face. A sudden freezing of your neck which brushes down below your spine, numbs your feet and for an unknown reason   paralize you entirely but still conscious enough to notice that time  continues to flow around. And you would think back to that moment which led you to your demise.

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We are at a dispute. This is where I should begin because it is only here where everything is starting to matter. At some point we are; making a living or just simply living, starting a new endeavor or continuing something , but somewhere along the way we will fail. Cliche it may be but reasons such as finance, family, emotional or whatever divine intervention comes in the way you will still fail and you give up. You let the world consume your being, stuck in a loop of despair that we call reality.
We think we humans are intellectually evolved beings that can alter fate with our own! oh how foolishly we have thought that we have a choice and that choice is ours to make. However developed we are and will be, the enigmatic nature of the world do follows it's own accord.

Game 1

You attended preschool, middle school, high school, and college. Some even went far and continued to acquire master's and doctor's degree, you can say you've used almost 15 years of your life to attain "education" and now I'm gonna ask you if is it worth it?

Were gonna play a little game. I'm gonna sort out all of you're possible answers :

"Yes, everything is worth it. my parents told me that education will set me up to a bright and happy future". 

Now if this is you're answer then you're probably young, naive and still abiding the the rules of you're parents and I can't blame you. 

"Yes,education is the only thing that my parents can give me". 

If this is you're answer then you're probably struggling financially (which we all are) and have been mind-drilled by your parents that this education will rise you and take away all you're problems. And here am I asking.. "are you a fucking phoenix that rises from the ashes and soars to the sky fucking sky as you're burning?" then stop believing so, you will still have financial problems. Even dying costs money.

"No, everything is wasted and I still don't have a job"

You probably have a shitty course with little or no demand in the market. Let's do a reality check, Unemployment rate increases over the years so if you are one of the unemployed so is millions of people worldwide. And once again we can do nothing about it, a cause will only fluctuate the graph to an inch.

"Yes, because of education led me to good paying job" 

Well you're probably happy now but I'm quite having a little guess here that you're jealous with you're acquaintances that are getting a lot more than you knowing that you and them are the same. Now I'm gonna tell you why... "you're luck sucks" if we're in an rpg (role playing game) I'm probably gonna tell you to acquire accessories to improve you're luck.

Now if you're answer is not one of these then you're quite a complicated fellow with an intricate view about education and probably about life. We can probably become friends, if you agree hit the comments.

the benefit of pride

      "It consumes you".... is what often said when you have much of it, a guarantee of  your own demise and I beg to differ. Pride is a character which we must mold and up bring in this finite life. Others tend to lose to their selves not because of pride but because they lack the wisdom to control it. It is a destructive character to hold upon and a blessing to the wise who has knowledge in it; to nurture it and live with it!, a valid answer to the greatest question in this infinite world which is "why?"

Denying the existence of money

  Money, the source of all evil and the destruction of almost everything and at the same time the foundation of something. Power and glory won't be much without money for it is it's basic unit. For centuries after the Barter day where we just exchange one goods to another we have developed a new currency to define the worth of a thing. In the old days precious jewels and stones where used, a great personification of beauty and treasure but now these precious jewels and stones are reduced to papers and common metals. The old people say that it is the most convenient way to uphold the society using this currency as a method of means but is it?

In whatever ways money had caused humanity to surmount it's basic needs and undergone a unique metamorphosis that swayed it's natural course as a living entity. It's greed for power and glory have reached to the point where it remodeled the flow of nature. And as of where we stand now it is impossible to rule out the fact that all of our daily lives are intertwined with it.

Externship 101

Funny thing is that the semester have just started and before you knew it it's almost finals next week and you still have tons of paper works. It's all smiles and smirks and you find yourself burdened by these school works and the stress of life.

I tend to just lay still and let the world unfold before me.

Sitting, eating, playing games, with little or no sleep because I simply can. I don't know why I turned up this lazy, it just happened. I just hope that things won't last.